My life as far as careers is at a crossroads. Really I dont know what I want to do. So.... Im leaving that up to Arzel and Nikita. When a job comes available that i really want nothing happens, I guess this reflects my attitude. I have not performed rituals as much as i use to....So I have to get back into the swing of things. Although I havent formally done invocations I have summoned them (Ive done formal just not lately)
Their presence are there, But await what I want to do. Its like "ok....your here Im here now what?" My work with Elubatel failed, Like most at first it worked wonderfully But... As everyone knows Elubatel expects you to know better when invoking him. First times he will show you then its show me what you know. Not that im down playing Elubatel... But, I just cant go through the chaos again to get to where I want to be.
So now im going to freestyle it with some formal invocations and see what happens. My requests will be to bring the perfect career to me and see what happens.