Nahash wrote:Elubatel helped me a lot.
First by destroying all my foundations, then forcing me into doing something completly different that I actually ended up finding, was exactly what I desired.
It forces you into being yourself and to see the truth. It's a crazy ride but a very good one, that I highly recommend.
Me too. Dang, it's a crazy ride with him. Sometimes, the fallout from large magickal workings is more than I want to deal with. It's not necessary to pull out an atom bomb when I want to swat a fly.
But for breaking huge blockages - as long as I'm willing to surrender some of the "how is this supposed to work" and almost as long as I'm either desperate enough to accept the consequences, or REALLY have a plan I'm presenting Elubatel with - Elubatel is a champ.
I find his "current" for lack of a better word is often still working long after the initial situation has been dealt with.
I saw him during a hypnogogic hallucination/sleep paralysis episode about a month or more ago. WOW.