Vovin wrote:Oh yes - no more than 1 spell per day is an important rule to adhere to.
Haris4529 wrote:Greetings to all the Magicians!! I need help in practicing NAP. I have read some books about the occult in the past but had never tried to really practice those stuff (I have read the Necronomicon, the Greater keys of Solomon and NAP). Truth is that due to my character and the context of my life I was always a man rooted in logic, physics and science in general. The thing is that I was always curious to try all those things but I wouldn’t dare (nor, I thought, I had a strong reason to try any attempt). However, this last year of my life has been a total collapse. Everything in my life went wrong and fell apart and there is one thing which If It’ll be the only thing to be saved out of this mess it’d still be enough on its own to give me hopes for the future. So I figured that if I don’t try it for this purpose I’m never going to try it… My goal is nothing excessive (I heard that having requests based on greed can affect the procedure) like money, wealth etc… It’s something only a miracle can make it happen but it’s not for bad purposes. That’s my journal of those three trials I gave to NAP. Help me! I’m pretty lost in it! Is it really working? Do you think any Being heard me? Do you think I managed to get anything moving? Since I have not experience into these doings I can’t even read correctly the signs!!! I need the experience and the wisdom of the ones who have done it before to guide me into this! Any tip will be greatly appreciated!!!! I’m sorry for the looong post and thanks in advance!!!!!
14/08/2013
Tried NAP for the first time. Did the relaxation and the rekindle mate’s ritual. While meditating I felt all my muscles relaxing to the point that I could feel something like uncontrolled power waves spasmodically passing through my body from the inside to outside. The passing through was not a visible feeling but I could feel it inside my body. Like some kind of uncontrolled vibrations. Like some kind of strange power being vomited by my body :p . After feeling this thing moving in to me I felt some of it concentrating between my eyebrows (though not exactly like the tingling of the ant as the writer was describing) making me feel a slight pressure at the area. I proceeded to the rekindle ritual and I ended the session. After the session I was feeling a little tired. Nonetheless, I saw nothing, visualized nothing, heard nothing and felt (except what I noticed in my body) nothing.
15/08/2013
Todays’ session includes: Relaxation ritual, banishing from evil spirits, calling the mentor ritual, rekindle evocation and coming back. Different place, different time. During that session while meditating I felt the same things, stronger and faster. This time the concentration between my eyebrows made me feel like someone was pushing his thumb against my forehead at that specific spot. Also at some point I saw (always with my eyes closed) very vivid colors forming into a rainbow. The picture of the rainbow came completely out of the blue. I say that because before practicing those stuff I could randomly visualize colors with my eyes closed when trying to sleep. Again though, I couldn’t visualize any Mentors or beings in general interacting with me. Not even in my fantasy… so, no signs that I was heard or that something was working out while practicing. No specific clues. Only one strange coincidence happened after. Before starting the rekindle evocation I was disturbed by a stranger coming. I could see him from far and immediately got angry in myself and thought “why doesn’t he give me some seclusion? Why doesn’t he just go away?” . The guy immediately made a 180 degree turn and started walking back as soon as he saw me. Same thing happened 4 minutes later… after a bunch of harvest flies started making terrible noise. Annoyed, I made the same thought again and within a minute the flies shut up. Could be coincidence or something… no kind of solid proof that it’s working though… I carried away the rekindle ritual and ended the session.
16/08/2013
Different place, different time again. This time the schedule was: Relaxing ritual, trying to open the 5 Gates, circulation of the power, the NAP fountain, The Bornless One ritual, Central Pillar ritual, Rekindle mates interest evocation, DEE-HAY-THOOTH evocation and the return. Relaxation was physically relatively easy but mind focus was very hard. Barely focused I followed the objectives of the book in opening the gates but with little success. I found it very hard to concentrate on what I should imagine seeing :p (the text of NAP for this ritual was all like “imagine this… imagine that… blablabla). I found it ery hard to visualize all those things. The light, the balls of light etc… Though I could feel some kind of physical vibrations (not sure if it was because of that). As I was proceeding everything just got tougher… I made to feel the circulations and even (slightly) the fountain. But I found it almost impossible to visualize any lights or bathing’s in light… I felt the concentration again between my eyebrows. Clear and specific to the spot but nothing else. Again this feel came almost since the beginning of my session. But my focus was all the time disturbed by sounds etc. It was very frustrating. While doing the central pillar ritual a new sudden abstraction pushed my arm in a complete thoughtless movement, instinctively punching and kicking the book away… :p I gave up and that was the end of the session…
HEEEEEELP!!!
summerland wrote: OK......Heres the flies again. ...BBB.... what is the collation with flies and NAP spirits? Please comment on this! I have had weird things happen to me invoking Elubatel but never anything with flies.This is the second thread with this and flies..... Is there some connection?
Gilbertopb wrote:I was searching more on Elubatel and get Summerland comments about flies and then I read some posts at another topics about the same.
I agree with something raum215 commented about the correspondences too.
I had flies coming at my house sometimes too and I pay a special atention to this.
For sure, if you have some kind of dust/garbage around, this will make flies come. I live aside a food store, but even so I usually have no problems.
In my personal situation, flies means: need a energy clean up and/or banishing.
I have two situations:
1) An intrusion or I'm under some attack. So if anything different strange appears I look what happens and work according. I have personal concerns so "attack" means exactly this. But there's also that strange dark energies we can get anyplace, just walking at street. Usually a herbs bath and prayer solve it.
2) May be I didn't finished a ritual as needed desirable or had not banished well;
I'm respectfull with the spirits I'm working, but when I give licence to depart, this includes anyone that came together, this include flies, mosquitoes, etc. as I call the spirits to come in a nice and pleasant appearence.
This includes too, my pets. One and another time, after a ritual I see they get very active because the energies that keept at house (this include angels). So I state to the energies to keep my pets and ll usefull creatures at my home to be health, happy and in peace. If I forgot to do this, my dogs don't let me sleep.
I observe when the house energy is good, I have coming inside birds and beautiful and usefull insects like butterflies, dragonflies and bees.
Haris4529 wrote:Ohhhh people wait I think my bad English created a misunderstanding here! When I said flies I meant cicada! Did we all understand the same thing? I'm sorry, I'm Greek and have to translate some words still
Another thing in my story is that all the rituals etc I perform them with almost the exact words by the book and, of course, in English. I feel pretty comfortable with the language and it even gets a symbolic meaning to my conscious since what Is my goal is to bring back a woman who is a foreigner (to me) and we were talking in English. On the other hand, my mother language is Greek and no matter how comfortable I feel with English, still Greek will be having a more direct touch with my unconscious. What would be better??Thanks for the info!!!Gilbertopb wrote:
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