Einherjar wrote:My very first love spell was one I made up based from Al-Azif (Necronomicon but not the Simonomicon) which is now well known to be a fraud but that was 16 or 17 years ago and at the time I didn't know any better (and it was the first "magical" book I owned so I believed in it 200%!)
I performed my ritual for a girl I was completely infatuated with. She was a friend of a friend and we hung out regularly but rarely talked.
The next morning I get a call from my friend who tells me she just got a call from the girl in question. She was going on and on about how she can't get me out of her mind and thinks about me all the time now. My friend told me I should make a move on her to shut her up coz she's driving her nuts!
This was totally weird and unexpected as NO ONE knew of my sentiment for this girl. I was always a very private guy.
Anyhow, I was thrilled and walking on air all day. We met up with the regular gang later on and before I had a chance to do anything, she cornered me dicreetly and backed me up in a corner and very shyly kissed me. I kissed her back and just like that we were on. To the great surprise of everyone else. No one had seen this coming.
That is the good part. The bad part was that I feel like I forced something that shouldn't have happened naturely. We were always awkward with each other in public. Clumsy in intimacy (we never slept together) but we couldn't spend anytime apart, that would drive her nuts! Always on the phone (there was no internet back then...no texting either...), always thinking and talking about each other but once together we were better friends then lovers.
This lasted 3 months and I had to leave the province for work for the summer. The seperation was painful but we fell apart (at last) and I learned my lesson about forcing a relationship that has little substance to begin with.
I have since cast to find a girl to meet my immediate needs but never to get a specific girl of my choosing. And I have yet to be single for longer than a few weeks.... It's worked great for me.
This book, the Al-Azif Necronomicon has beed laughed at by just about every serious practitioner of the art but I must say, I based several of my earliest spellwork from this book and I have never been dissapointed once. I haven't tried it in many many years as my faith in this book has been somewhat shaken by years of negative comments about it and I am not so sure I could get similar results anymore.
I think that the fact that book offered me a method, a system to focus my will and an air of darkness and mystery which attracted my young intelligence immensely at the time had a lot to do with the successes I encountered. I didn't know there was a chance the book might be a joke so I got what I expected.
To this day, no other book or system of magic has ever granted me quicker results than this tome. Maybe I should give it another try one of these days... If I can ever find me another copy.
Einherjar wrote:This was the only way I knew how to do magic back then. I never had all the tools to perform proper rituals so I did it my way. . . . that feeling of something wicked, something of power.
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