summerland wrote:What are your experiences of his current in time? Mine were chaotic at times. Energy pulling me in different directions at once. What I perceived were not just currents but... What he is telling me in future events that i at the time did not comprehend until now. His comprehension of time is just seconds and minutes compared to ours.
It was hard at the time for such current to flow because It takes time to digest all taken at once. Ive learned to allow his current to flow and take all one at at time. I believe summoning is better than envoking him. When asking ...You are asking for the full enchiladas when envoking.
The feeling is indescribable,...Its like having one foot in one time zone the other in another. Being split apart at once. Im not trying to discourage anyone just saying what happen to me before i learned (still learning) how to deal with this current.
Ok, well -- I have had some experiences with this egregore; there was a period of about six months where I used to call him every day. But the question kind of sets up some conditions that make it sort of hard to answer the question in a practical manner.
Like, you don't say "what are your experiences with El-ubatel?" and then, you know: Period. Then wait for people to tell you. You tell your story and then add some lore and then say, "Ok, here are the results that I'm expecting, so tell me something that conforms to my expectations."
No offense intended: I'm saying this sincerely. Your question is hard to answer because your expectations are so explicitly stated. If I want to know what people think about a conjuration, I say: "What do you think about El-ubatel?" and if they say, "Wha...?" and don't know what I'm talking about then I've saved myself a bunch of hassle. If they know what I'm talking about then burdening them with my expectations is just going to lead to an unsatisfactory answer, and my preference is always satisfactory answers that give me real information (as opposed to, perhaps, just reinforcing my beliefs).