I've been working with the pdf copy of NAP for some time, I haven't seen any great results yet. I wonder what I'm doing wrong, so I'll try to post my ritual here. If anyone has a suggestion, please, I'd be grateful. I had experience with magick before, but NAP is a tough nut to crack.
I always do the relaxation ritual (point A). When I read the words I really try to get into it, I feel relaxed, tired, and start to yawn.
After I've closed my eyes and tried to form an image of what it is I want, I perform the chant (to rekindle a mate's interest). I try to put my feelings into it, but usually when I perform this chant I'm calm. I hope Opiel knows my heart, though. After this I recite the bornless one ritual. I've tried deehaythooth but...not sure if I'm doing it right and if it even makes a difference.
Raum posted this prayer here in the NAP section (thank you!) to help making NAP workings more powerful, and I'll make it a habit to recite the prayer after my working with Opiel.
I don't have incense (yet) but I sacrificed vanilla scented perfume. I don't know if the spirit favours it, but it's my favourite scent in the world, and that gives it meaning.
What else can I do? Should I just carry out the ritual as I described it? How long will it take? Or is it really time to grow a pair and bring out the big guns? (...I'm already shitting myself)
thanks! Morgan