Can anyone share advice on working with the Tarot beyond academic study (the Kabbalah, the correspondences, etc)?
I really want to understand the level of consciousness that each Major Arcana card can lead me into. I don't want to memorize or intellectually "learn" anything anymore, I want to experience the Tarot more deeply.
I'm also not talking about magic for results, like using the Tarot in workings. I mean letting the Tarot initiate me into its own magic. For the sake of my own knowledge, wisdom and ascension.
I haven't found any meditations or practices for this anywhere. I may have to just make up my own with the help of my deities...but I am kind of flying blind.
Has anyone self-initiated into the Tarot before? Have you ever had the Tarot expand your consciousness? Do you recommend any practices or meditations to help attune with the Tarot and receive its deeper wisdom?