Predetermination, True Will, The Subconsciousness and Suggestion.

[HelloKitty]

Hello.

I have recently been climbing The Tree and have seen The Sun - and though the beauty of what I have experienced endures - I still have the willies over how suggestive I am.

How am I to know where my head is if I cannot be certain if I am being suggested to do something vs. if I want to really do something. This whole thought process is something of a midlife crisis.

How do you concernate if you are truly following your Will vs the will of the suggestions you hear? It freaks me out a bit.