I haven't practice the secrets, but I've read most of the book and I don't like it.
The author claims that it's easier than NAP, but that's just not true. For example, with NAP you can work with your problems from day 1, but with this weird psyco-self-help, you have to go through a lot of NLP stuff.
Just found something interesting in the book "The Occult Secret of Jacob's Ladder" by Carl Nagel. If you go on the amazon page here http://www.amazon.com/The-Occult-Secret-Jacobs-Ladder-ebook/dp/B00JVS8SRE . Then click on the cover to look inside , and it is possible to see the first page ...
I admit I don't have a photographic memory but talking to an entity in a mentor fashion is within the scope of the book. I would hardly state that speaking with the entity whose energies you are invoking would be considered evocation. I don't mean to pluck hairs here. This can be applied to spirits...
[...]Elubatel is more than willing to work with you so you are successful at everything you attempt, but you must give your all to it. You must talk with him about it and say 'I know this is not helping me long term but please help me with this task because I can't let go of my old life just yet.' ...
I practiced again for experimental purpose: I think that depression is related to a certain "closedness" of the heart. It's not something that comes from the system.
This is based of REAL Messianic Qabala. It passed hands outside of families or tribes, but it is the same as REAL Qabala. I know this, having received a REAL Messianic Qabala in my father's family's records since 1684. This means it come from the book you know as the Bible. Furthermore, it comes fr...
Why give up? I mean, Geoff himself advises that you should do ONE spell at a time, and only once a day for best results. Given that you've been working with Elubatel invocation for a week with high intensity, I'm really not surprised you feel the way you do. You've probably overdone it/burned yours...