summerland wrote:I asked Elubatel why i feel depression after i summon him...He said it is of my own self image that what i ask of him i subconsciously feel that it will fail.... So yes i guess it is of my own self destruction that i sabotage myself. He also noted that he doesnt have emotions therefore success can be given whether pain can be endured to achieve my goal. He has no concept of human feelings.
Interesting thou....He has no concept of time either... His words are take 2 seconds and split them apart between the past and the present...This is the energy that surrounds him. His time frame is in the now which might be to us days or hours or weeks
But stating "Good Post" is not really enough. You have defined what is is to be an angel (or demon) to a tee in a very concise manner. Here is the one constant that we have in magic which is the constant clash between human expectations and angelic or demonic action. Left to me I would make your post a Sticky for the newbies. With out getting into your Business May I ask "If you could re do it what would you do better?". I would guess it would be to plan for success better A good plan does help things along nicer. but the wrong plan will not. But I would like to understand your thoughts as you went through the process.