cyberpower wrote:Anyway, if you are married and have children and you also have nosy neighbors nearby (and they are just an ordinary people)that could possibly hears you when invoking the words of power, what should you do then to avoid them thinking about us in a negative weird way?
SHOULD anyone inquire, (that's a very big should, the kinds of people who fear this kind of stuff also tend to keep their mouths shut), just explain you are doing scholarly practical research into alternative languages and belief. In other words, tell the truth, but with skillful use of language such that it seems completely upstanding that you would be engaging in such practices.
Another idea, is to find the time and space (pay for it in a studio if you have to) to record yourself intoning the words out loud. Then find a good Brain Entrainment program and create a Theta Wave Entrainment. When you hit the target brain waves, your recording will play and write the words into your subconscious mind (provided you have some skill at trance, which is pretty much a pre-requisite for successful magick anyway).
If this is done, then I believe saying the words inside your own head will be effective, but only in the case where the intonations have been previously written into your subconscious mind. If you can say the whole thing in your head while your running and chewing gum, then it is safe to say that it is in your subconscious mind, and will be rendered effective when said mentally.
You are married and have kids and neighbors .... what the heck is it exactly that you are afraid of anyway? I would recommend growing a pair and doing what you feel you need to do regardless of what others think. Obviously, the health and well being of your family and community are very important considerations, but is it really a very healthy situation to begin with if their is not enough tolerance for something like magick? I would investigate your own beliefs on the subject before worrying about what others think. Perhaps you are needlessly creating this situation for yourself....
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