No, this does not align with the 6 month pattern - I no longer have a 6 month pattern with E now, it's consistent...it's a thing.
I have not cut ties with the big E & it isn't E's temper tantrum of not being worked with recently.
Edited to clarify: when I said something like when I stop working I get a shitstorm...I didn't really mean stopped working at all...just not working on being ...well I don't know...again...work in progress in sorting this out lol.
I'm a bit reserved on defining it too much or coming to any solid conclusions as of yet. As I stated I've gone through a lot of my own changes, how I work, what I believe, what I work with, as well as healing and other self work. So there is a lot in the mix right now.
And this one: I've pissed a lot of people off with my results in the last 3 years, especially in the last 3 months. (not magicians probably...but just people that see me receiving things they think they should have....and they could have if they put in the work but it's easier to be jealous, yeah?)
Which coincides with the pending shit storm that I conjured Vassago about and I was given enough actionable information to actually divert much of the shit storm. It is not to say I did not suffer, however, all that I've lost I will get back due to my proactive work.
Again, I'm examining everything and I know I'm slow lol but when a lot of action takes place I like to sit back with it a while and not jump to conclusions. Though as this winds down it seems to be revealing itself.
My theory I'm working on may be shit but it's less about maintaining relationships with spirits and more about maintenance of your spiritual self....which isn't new but something keeps niggling at me that there is something new I'm about to learn. Whether that is new to the magician community is something else.
"The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function." F. Scott Fitzgerald