TheSiren wrote:I thought I'd share my experience working with Elubatel today. It was quite a different experience than the rest of my nap exercises.
I'm a big newbie to NAP and evocation magic for that matter. I've only worked with a few spirits and angels before. For over a month I started with the NAP exercises and did mainly the Love Invocation and the General Purpose Invocation. I wasn't really seeing much movement with either of them. During the exercises, I get the tickling forehead thing and one time I felt like a presence was in the room..(Iaoth I believe). So I decided to change gears and work for another goal. I'd go back working with my love matters next month or something.
This ritual was definitely the most energetic one thus far and I had a very vivid vision during it. My eyes were closed and the room was dark and and bright gold/white light turned on in my head..like someone had turned bright lights in the dark bedroom and I could see it through my eyelids. The pressure in the room changed..and I felt hot from inside. Then I had a vision of a huge male made of light...not just white light..but HOT gold light...thick and dense..almost like gold lava. Not really that muted heavenly gold angel light you see with other angelics, this was just almost like some sort of flame/light combination. He had a big ball of this light at his head and one at his chest. He seemed to beam it at me..especially the one in his chest. After beaming me for awhile. The light thinned out and suddenly I saw a less-lighted/molten form of him put his arm up almost in my "face" in my mind's eye. He then told me to say his invocation again. Also I started getting the sense that I was asking for the wrong thing. That I should be asking for new opportunities of success...not success in what I am currently doing. New successful paths.
Afterward I didn't feel so good. I felt hot in the head, kinda weak and had a strange head ache..and almost some anxiety. But the anxiety lifted after about 30 minutes. Hours later I still had that "hot from the inside feeling" going on with my head. I never got that vibe of wondrous kindness and white light love with this entity..it was much more HEATED...a completely different energy than I am used to. Overwhelming. I feel kinda like my brain got fried. I do feel I need to continue with working with him though. Anyone else get this sort of vision when working with him?
yes, I have seen the room light up. I have seen his aura around his head light up. Most the time when I see this my eyes are wide open. I have felt like I was high in a drunken state, and had to ground myself when I come back. I have felt the energy swirl around me so fast I lost track of time, Like I was sucked in somewhere. The energy around Elubatel well... You will get use to it. Ive even been driving somewhere then snap out of a trace and wondered HOW THE HELL I GOT THERE. But I was in the right direction. The hotness I felt is when I raise my energy very high. Last night he asked me to stand up hes never done this before, I felt his hands cupped around my cheeks and his thumbs on my fore head. This is twice I felt his hands on my face. I would take heed to what he is telling you maybe theres something he wants better for you.
Edit: You are new to him hes seeing what your all about, He use to stand right in my face too. He still stands facing me though. When he asked me to read something to him it was always Psalms 23. Last time he wanted me to recite it twice.
