I perform Chant to Excite last January and perform the NAP for more than a week I think. I asked for a new love and set my qualifications. I asked it to be a girl by the way I'm a lesbian and I also asked that that this new girl will be have the same interests as mine, will be pretty, a thrift person, and I also want a girl that can get along with my attitude.
Weeks passed and nothing happened. Until this last week of February. When I was messing with my guy friend in facebook it leads me to this new girl. Then I look to my friend's list and found her. I added her then we chatted. That was the start, When I was talking to her I am discovering things about herself and it seems that all that I asked before was in her. The only problem was she has a complicated life, she got issues with her family and still haven't moved on with her former bf.
After 5 days we met and talked about different things except about her issues in her family. I think she has serious problem with it. Then as we talked, I got a chance to hold her hands and I know theres a connection. I was very happy that time. But after that day, I become so possesive and she thinks Im freaking out. Now she starts dodging me. I know it was my fault and now I am trying to win her trust again. Its like we're strangers again.
My NAP really worked and I was really amazed but now I'm in trouble on how to totally win her heart.
Can somebody help me out with this? Do I need to perform Chant To Excite Love again? or is there other way to keep her interest in me? I badly needed help.
Thanks.