Pablo wrote:
That all seems rather saturnine IMO.
i think Elubatel might be saturnian as well. i have an aries saturn and saggitarus ascendent. while nornally when i am upset/depressed it is a watery-airy type of depression, thinking too much accompanying with upsetting emotions, but dealing with elubatel it felt rather aries-y. normally depression was dark and gloomy, taking roots in my negative thoughts or fears, elubatel depression felt crisp, whimsical, and violent coming out of nowhere but everlasting even if i am focusing on something else and not thinking about any negative things or fears. it comes and goes like waves and the change is sudden. lasting between one to three hours. its the bright background following everything i do and every thought i have (including happy or normal ones). as a synesthesiate (not sure if this is the word) the depression felt bright (which is really uncommon) and even when i am not depressed the general synesthesia color attached to everything around me seemed much more crisp, transparent and solid, like the colors on a clear glass? I would identify this as an aries type of feeling and depression.