I dont want go into depths and details about the roommate from hell (literally) But before she left (we were friends then) I let her use one of my NAP books. Before she left i told her i wanted the book back. A day later she gave the book back with hesitancy.
Ive never had any problems evoking Arzel or Nitika. I feel their presence there. But lately i feel blocked.... Do you think me letting her use one of my NAP books (Not the one i use, no one touches) has something to do with this?