Madame_Phoenix wrote:If she's bothering you with pennies, chuck a 50-cent piece at her!
Madame_Phoenix wrote:So sorry to hear that! Here's hoping she gets her just desserts.
Soooo, I just had a weird experience and am hoping it's not a bad omen. For the past week, I've been working with Elubatel as well as evoking the Sun/using the color gold from the back of the book to begin opening more pathways for success in my life. I do well enough for myself but have had to overcome a lot of obstacles and would like to live to my fullest potential. I have gotten more motivation, started looked at courses to further my career, and even began with my writing again.
I have been feeling both existentially guilty about not doing more with my life, and then feeling it's my responsibility to do more.
Today, there was a big fly in my home, buzzing around. Recalling what others have said about flies and working with Elubatel, my ears perked up. I tried to catch it a couple of times so as to escort it outside, but it kept eluding my capture. Towards early evening, it began flying around my bedroom frantically, going in circles around the outer "teacup" part of my lamp, then zipping around the room, louder and louder. Even my cats stopped what they were doing and stared at it with perplexed looks on their faces. I could not catch it. Finally, it flew into the inner cup of the lamp, and I heard a buzz like a bug zapper, once, then twice, and it stopped.
That can't be a good sign, can it?
Madame_Phoenix wrote:Oh, trust me, I'm being quite specific in my wording while leaving leeway for the manifestation. I am asking for more pathways to be opened in my life for positive, happy successful opportunities in the most harmonious way possible, with no harm to me or my loved ones, for the good of all. I am clear that I don't want to lose my job without having something immediately ready for me, that I will not run into financial difficulties. I am also asking that whatever is within me that keeps me blocked from having this is harmonized away.
I feel the sun and the gold entering me when I do the first part, Jehovah Eloah Ve-daas, then see "sparks" and feel Elubatel once I do that invocation.
How I usually do things is:
(Sometimes the uncrossing if it feels necessary.)
NAP Relaxation Ritual to Point A
MP
Circulation
Fountain
Bornless One
Jehovah Eloah Ve-daas with the Sun/Gold
Invocation to Elubatel
De-hay-thooth
I've had to overcome a lot in my life, and as I'm getting older now, I'd like to have more to show for it. I have a decent career, a job which pays well enough, a nice apartment, and good friends. Every day, I count myself lucky for these things. However, there is so much more I want to accomplish in my life. I want to travel, I want to get my writings published, I want to improve my physical fitness. I want to rebuild a family again post-divorce. I think about going back to grad school, but also need to know if it's worth it. I will not take out student loans, and my job will fund some schooling.
I also don't know what just one fly means. I've seen a single small, black fly when I did a brief invocation to Elubatel for something small this summer. This loud, manic buzzing around, then the lightbulb suicide was strange. I was having some bouts of existential angst yesterday prior to it happening.
Madame_Phoenix wrote:Thanks for the encouragement! As I was just doing some NAP a few minutes ago, I felt the Sun nice and strong. I was flipping to the Elubatel chant, but my eyes fell onto a footnote for the General Purpose Invocation, in which it said for that specific chant, do not ask for more than one thing at any time, or it will be stretched thin.
I request of Elubatel opportunities and the harmonizing away of any internal blocks, and clarity of mind for both, so that I may have success in my writing, get to travel, and improve my health. After that footnote, I wonder if I am also stretching it too thin, or if that footnote was intended to be specific to the General Purpose.
I do feel awesome, though, as I tend to after NAP.
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