Ok so I'm back, and I wanted to report what has happened so far.
I have done NAP for 15 days so far and nothing life changing has happened yet or really significant yet for that matter. I have been doing NAP ritual during any time of day for the last 15 days and I have been using nitika for 15 days and labezerin 7. During that time I had minor friendly poltergeist happen 3 times 1.walked by the dryer in my home and it turned on by itself for a couple seconds, 2. During a NAP ritual in my car my air freshener started moving around alot when windows up an no air, 3. During NAP ritual in my step grandmothers apartment (old folks home, she was done stairs) the light near the door started to flicker more then usual when calling Arzel. I should state that I felt no negativity from these phenomenons. As for results I have not gotten any money or better job or anything. I usually get money from my dad because I am poor and he is a nice man, but it came a little easier from him then usual but nothing special that I don't get without magic. When I started adding labezerin to my ritual my dad randomly played the lotto and gave me the $2 winning ticket. and when I wanted to play the powerball dad left 2 dollars for me all of a sudden. I played and got 1 number right which never happens for me either. I have not been getting results other really minor ones like the ones mentioned above and I put the pieces together and I know this things are because of my ritual everyday. I know when I do the ritual that arzel, nitika, and labezerin are listening its just the results are so small. When I do my NAP ritual I raise my energy and get relaxed then I do NAP A then nitika and labezerin incantations, then I close ritual by slapping my hands together like a prayer and say "my will be done" then I count to 3 and come back to reality. I believe the words I am saying and I am saying them with all my heart and soul fully knowing that arzel and his angels are listening, yet sometimes later in the day or not at all a little doubt creeps into my mind but I quickly dispel it. and sometimes I think about the NAP book or ritual I did. Am I sabotaging my self by thinking about these things?
My faith in the ritual is very real and I truly believe in it. Am I lusting for results so much that its not manifesting in larger results? Its just that its been 15 days most people would have something significant happen to them by now. What do you all think? Am I being paranoid for no reason? I also will be reading more of the book and going through this forum to add the suggestion of adding MP, Bornless, fountain ect, to increase the results. So what do you all think is this progress or is something not right here? I must say i am a little frustrated!
But I wont give up!
Any advice an comments are more then welcome! I really want to know what you guys think
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