Friends today I've given up. I have tried by all means fulfill a goal but I failed it get, I tried white, black magic, vuudu and I even got to Satanism in order to achieve it, but I failed it. Tell me no effort or that I have not practiced and if I've done,i meditate every day, i chant with runes,i do meditation Raum... but nothing and today finally I gave up. I appreciate your patience and advice thanks a lot, I don't mention names because I don't want to omit anyone.
I'm not saying there is no magic, at times I felt that really worked, but it was all an illusion, but that for me there did.
Many thanks to all.