Okay. I've had problems for years now with sensation in my body. As in, sometimes, on the left side of my body, I don't have any at all. So sometimes my body feels out of whack, or slow to respond. I've found that exercise helps somewhat, in terms of getting the body used to using the left side during the "numbness spells", but it doesn't restore sensation, just sort of tightens it up and gets the numb areas feeling "useful" or "part of the whole" if that makes sense.
Anyhow, my question is this. I've noticed over time that when doing a lot of ritual that requires mostly movement in my right side (some GD rituals, prolonged tracing of things in the air while holding a sword, say, etc) that the numbness or almost feeling of "disattachment" of a portion of the left side of my body is more pronounced.
Any thoughts?