So, I'm looking at getting Mark Alan Smiths book. It gets good reviews, and his Hekate is regarded as... Calmer. I'm requesting any comments on his work, or my current situation.
MAS regards his series as being more about spiritual advancement. I could get into a goddess of the wilderness.
I've tried to get into practice, but I guess I have to try again. And been doing the papyri greek magicae.
These days, If I do so much as say "Io Hekate Io Ho" 100 times my body gets invaded by a spirit. I'm able to get rid of them these days, but... I'm not really sure the encounters are there to help.
I don't get any communication.