After an evocation of Chenrezig, the tibetan aspect of Avalokiteshvara, in which he advised me to keep practicing what I m practicing and to have faith that I will find the Truth, I sat down and chanted his mantra, Om Mani Padme Hum.
During the chanting I had an idea which most likely came from him: to chant the mantra of Amitabha, Om Amitabha Hri, immediately after. So I did it and I remained speechless as I felt the energies from the two mantras clicking like a key in a lock. I felt my consciousness starting to become separate from the body and the environment and I realized that I am really my consciousness and the external world is a mirror in which I am looking. To actually feel this, to have the actual experience of this fact is frightening. There are no words to describe it.
So I guess it s true what they say. What is inside is outside.