I am on a series of evocations from the book of Azazel.
I did 2 evocations today, the one after the other. Im on fire & Im in a hurry.
I called Ant'harratu, to lay the strategy & Fro'ghla'tash to actually bring me the love of a certain target.
Evocations were wholy on the astral
Although demons, they both seem very helpful.
Yet I dont see (much) verifiable change, yet.
What I got however, is weakness and sickness, something like an astral bomb. Extreme body temprature (with no fever!) headache etc. Still many hours later I feel sick to my stomach & shaky legs.
Seems like an imbalance in energy body, still working to fix it.
But the question remains: WHY?