Just love The Miracle of New Avatar Power by Gray-Cobb. Keep consistently returning to it and have been doing the main ritual at least once but often twice a week, among other things (prayer, meditation, some Hindu-esque based chants involving seed mantras, Kali Ma and Ganesha). It just makes me feel good. Some good stuff has been happening in life now also...some money starting to roll in, job opportunities, health on the upswing now, and more. I bought the physical copy via Amazon a while back. I often do the LBRP prior to NAP, have some candles lit and some incense. I also did an eleven day working just recently with the Shem angel Haaiah (from a GOM book on working with the 72 Shem angels and it seems to have added some oomph also.