DMK Tarot Meditation

[Riva626]

I'm following DMK's Modern Magick and have come to the part where he describes 'True Meditation'. I have tried incorporating it into my daily practise but the truth is i find it too tedious and boring to see through. Once my rituals are finished i honestly just can't be arsed trying the TM. I find i can keep my internal monologue quiet without such practise, so should i continue doing it? Or is there perhaps an alternate method that could be used in conjunction with the system?