Elubatel helped me a lot. First by destroying all my foundations, then forcing me into doing something completly different that I actually ended up finding, was exactly what I desired. It forces you into being yourself and to see the truth. It's a crazy ride but a very good one, that I highly recom...
I liken Elubatel's current to the messages I've gotten whenever "The Tower" has shown up in my tarot readings. Everything false being stripped away. The thing is, you'd be amazed at how much of a person's life can be constructed on things that are false, and how we even learn to be happy w...
A thought I've had recently is that angelic beings simply do not think like us. They are not us! Strangely enough, this comes to me both from work with computers and association with people on the autistic spectrum. If people don't even all parse language the same way, who's to say spirits do? When ...
Here's a question - does anyone who talks of experiencing depression related to Elubatel, have experience with major clinical depression? I am reluctant to call my Elubatel experiences "depression". I've had major depression off and on for years, and have been in therapy and or on meds. De...
In response to the person who said that Elubatel doesn't seem/act like an angel... What do you think an angel seems/acts like? My background is secular but I come at angels from the Old Testament/Torah, not from new age or Christianity or pop culture. And he's EXACTLY what I would imagine an angel t...
Quick update: Stepdad got formally offered the new job (as a professor) today! at the highest pay grade! Thank you, Elubatel and Arzel! Update: * They got a phone call informing them of a mortgage reduction after not being able to get one for years * They've been getting quite a few windfalls (unex...
For whatever reason, Arzel has made it clear he absolutely will not work with me while I'm stoned, and that he'd rather I stopped imbibing altogether. And since I started working with him and NAP spirits, my highs have started to change - they've become less pleasurable and more uncomfortable (it's ...