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by NoxLumina
Sun Jan 10, 2016 5:38 pm
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Just Started with NAP
Replies: 20
Views: 16927

Re: Just Started with NAP

That totally fits Arzel's MO. He doesn't like my weed smoking in conjunction with doing NAP and made that VERY clear.

Others haven't had this experience.
by NoxLumina
Sun Jan 10, 2016 5:11 pm
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Nap Success Stories
Replies: 437
Views: 333647

Re: Nap Success Stories

Elubatel helped me a lot. First by destroying all my foundations, then forcing me into doing something completly different that I actually ended up finding, was exactly what I desired. It forces you into being yourself and to see the truth. It's a crazy ride but a very good one, that I highly recom...
by NoxLumina
Wed Oct 28, 2015 3:41 pm
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: crazy ride with Elubatel
Replies: 238
Views: 186334

Re: crazy ride with Elubatel

I liken Elubatel's current to the messages I've gotten whenever "The Tower" has shown up in my tarot readings. Everything false being stripped away. The thing is, you'd be amazed at how much of a person's life can be constructed on things that are false, and how we even learn to be happy w...
by NoxLumina
Sun Oct 25, 2015 12:01 am
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: crazy ride with Elubatel
Replies: 238
Views: 186334

Re: crazy ride with Elubatel

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This is pretty much Elubatel.
by NoxLumina
Mon Oct 19, 2015 12:46 am
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Elubatel: Command or Be Grateful?
Replies: 72
Views: 54909

Re: Elubatel: Command or Be Grateful?

A thought I've had recently is that angelic beings simply do not think like us. They are not us! Strangely enough, this comes to me both from work with computers and association with people on the autistic spectrum. If people don't even all parse language the same way, who's to say spirits do? When ...
by NoxLumina
Mon Oct 19, 2015 12:40 am
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Elubatel and depression
Replies: 7
Views: 6837

Re: Elubatel and depression

Here's a question - does anyone who talks of experiencing depression related to Elubatel, have experience with major clinical depression? I am reluctant to call my Elubatel experiences "depression". I've had major depression off and on for years, and have been in therapy and or on meds. De...
by NoxLumina
Sun Oct 18, 2015 10:52 pm
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Nap Success Stories
Replies: 437
Views: 333647

Re: Nap Success Stories

Elubatel likes to push you into a corner that you have to think your own way out of, but you often find you have resources you didn't know you had.
by NoxLumina
Tue Oct 06, 2015 2:01 pm
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: crazy ride with Elubatel
Replies: 238
Views: 186334

Re: crazy ride with Elubatel

In response to the person who said that Elubatel doesn't seem/act like an angel... What do you think an angel seems/acts like? My background is secular but I come at angels from the Old Testament/Torah, not from new age or Christianity or pop culture. And he's EXACTLY what I would imagine an angel t...
by NoxLumina
Sat Oct 03, 2015 12:11 am
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Nap Success Stories
Replies: 437
Views: 333647

Re: Nap Success Stories

Quick update: Stepdad got formally offered the new job (as a professor) today! at the highest pay grade! Thank you, Elubatel and Arzel! Update: * They got a phone call informing them of a mortgage reduction after not being able to get one for years * They've been getting quite a few windfalls (unex...
by NoxLumina
Tue Sep 01, 2015 12:35 am
Forum: New Avatar Power
Topic: Just want to know
Replies: 14
Views: 12512

Re: Just want to know

For whatever reason, Arzel has made it clear he absolutely will not work with me while I'm stoned, and that he'd rather I stopped imbibing altogether. And since I started working with him and NAP spirits, my highs have started to change - they've become less pleasurable and more uncomfortable (it's ...